Knock Knock

Many old, wooden doors and frames leaning against a wall

Behind Door Number Three by anyjazz65 CC 3.0

I have a confession. I didn’t like high school English. Reading and writing, what’s not to like, right? It was an easy hour for me: read a book and write an essay confirming the teachers opinion of a piece of literature. I suppose I could *ahem* should have made class a bit more interesting by arguing points I made up about said piece of literature.

So, what was so heinous? All the freakin’ symbolism. Sometimes I could see it, but a lot of the times it seemed that the teachers were reaching.

Why is Tom Buchanan’s car yellow? What does that mean? He’s flashy. Yellow is flashy. I’m not sure there’s much under the surface of that. Although, my teacher sure thought there was. And what that was, I’ve blocked out.

Yes, some writers so put symbols and hidden meanings in their works. But can’t a kid just read a story and enjoy it for what it is?

Why am I complaining about this now? No, I’m not pining for my days of yore. I just noticed how many times my characters in Julia interact with doors.

Knocking on doors, leaning on door frames, clinging to door jambs. Everywhere!

I’m not doing on purpose, but I hear my high school teaching asking what it means.  And if I let my ego loose, I picture high school English teachers everywhere torturing students with essay assignments on why doors were such an important symbol in my story.

Or, perhaps, I just need to get rid of my crutch.

Hmm, what should Julia do here? I know, lean on a door!

Have you ever found yourself doing what you hate (in writing or in life)?


4 thoughts on “Knock Knock

  1. Clearly, she has sexual-completion issues. Why can’t she go all the way in or out? The door leaning is a crutch of sexual frustration. All leading back to mommy-issues.


Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out /  Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )


Connecting to %s